Metamorphosis? Menopause?

Metamorphosis is a biological process by which an animal physically develops after birth or hatching, involving a conspicuous and relatively abrupt change in the animal's body structure through cell growth and differentiation.

Menopause is a term used to describe the permanent cessation of the primary functions of the human ovaries. The transition from reproductive to non-reproductive is the result of a major reduction in female hormonal production by the ovaries.

Today reading these definitions got to the origin of this blog! Both are abrupt changes!! Haha! Yes all the sudden life changes!! My Meno-path started 10 yrs ago when I had to receive a total hysterectomy (is the surgical removal of the uterus and cervix y todas las madres)! I celebrate it because it was near the 9/11 tragedy. Well life really changed for me! All the sudden no more menstruations for me, and that is definitely good! But oh the awesomeness of mood changes! That kind of hit me ! 

All the sudden I found myself thinking "Evelyn Gabriel what the are you doing here in this abusive and hurtful relationship?"  That was a big question in that moment of my life. I had suffered through various moments of infidelity and I thought that forgiveness and restoration where for me but found out that it is not always possible and I am for it but it has to be both persons in the relationship that have to be willing to fight and work for the relation to heal and keep on getting better, it is not a one person mission. I had to fight with the Lord that would keep on talking to  me saying " You know what you have to do, I am with you." It was not till we had to pass through a hurtful experience one night with my children that I finally decided to end all the hurting and lying that I had been exposing myself and my children! The devil is a liar and a deceptive cheater and we let him in our lives because we think life ends if we divorce and it is not true! Although I know my children have been hurt by our ending a family I have become stronger and I know my children are more sane and safe as if before.  

Changes hurt, cheating hurts, menopause hurts, metamorphosis hurts more! But definitely all  come to an end.  The hurting will not last forever! Praise God for that!! All come to a halt! Changes are good and the Lord always wants the best for us! I don't wish for that to happen to you my friend it really hurts more if that person was your best friend but that also comes to an end just been working on it more than I thought lately, cause it hurts but God is so good he sent me an awesome man of God (that would have to be another blog) and got married to my best friend! so God has better and greater plans! Plans to prosper you! Plans for the best!

Menopause and metamorphosis are abrupt changes but can be the best time of your life if you let yourself fall into the arms of the almighty Lord!! I am having fun and loving these changes!! Let the Lord guide you and follow him to where He wants to take you, you will have fun!! What is the worst thing that could happen in the hands of the Lord?

Blessed