"Dexter is an American television drama series that centers on Dexter Morgan (Michael C. Hall), a forensic bloodstain pattern analyst for the Miami Metro Police who moonlights as a serial killer. He is a true psychopath who enjoys killing he was taught by his adoptive dad a way to channel his violent urges towards people who "deserve it". Dexter's victims must be killers themselves who have murdered the undeserving and will likely do so again."
Well I am a fan of Dexter, never thought I would be but just got hooked on it. Started hooked last year and this year even got in touch with my other FB childhood friend that would send me a resume of the episode till my cousin told me a link to watch it the next day. My husband bout me the 1st season and he also got hooked.
Well to the point, this season was very tense and interesting he became attached to Lumen a women who he saved from being killed but had various issues of her own. You see she was raped and being held prisoner to be killed by her rapists. Truly a very hard situation, I do not know how a raped person would feel but it I went to a conference that the speaker referred to it as "Asesinato del alma" "Murder of the soul" and that stuck. I imagine the pain and the terror and all the stages that person goes through. Lumen was very overwhelmed and destroyed when Dexter finds her. He teaches her how to kill and together they hunt down each one of the men that were involved in her rape and kill them! By the way she really needed counseling an intervention but that is not the point.
The true moment after all that Lumen and Dexter been through came when they finally had the author and the bully of the group of rapist. There they were he finally was rapped up ready for the "killing", I always close my eyes and in that precise moment when Lumen (the rape victim) takes the knife and kills her rapist, the final one I looked and ugh it was so fast but something came to my attention, Lumen's face! Her gesture, her relief sigh..I cried and still do in that part and the following minutes. She had done something she needed to do kill that person that made her suffer so much! Believe me I am not seeing it in that literal way, that person was eliminated from her life! No more pain! In that moment she was free!
I saw it in the spiritual rem when we finally get too that point, that moment when we let go and it doesn't hurt no more, that is the way I saw it! She had her breakthrough!! She was ready to go back home and be the person she was destined to be: a stronger women!
How many of us in this moment haven't let go and still holding on to those things that hurt, that makes our lives miserable and does not let us get our Breakthrough!! Lumen didn't go through the proper channels she had help from a psychopath, but you can receive help from the best, you can receive help from the Lord! and yes I truly encourage help from a professionally trained Counselor, Therapist, Pastor or any other medical expert. We need our breakthrough to get to the other level in our lives! We need inner healing of our souls!
Fight for your Breakthrough! Don't be slave of that person, persons that made you suffer! Don't hang in to your past! Let it go! Don't be miserable! My God love yourself! Kill that in your heart! in your mind! "Sueltalo!!" "Dejalo ir!!" "Entregalo a Dios!" y el hara!"" Let it go! Release it!! Give it to God now!! He will do it! He will give you peace, joy and your freedom!
Always remember: God wants the best for you and for me! Receive the peace of God! I declare spiritual and physical healing in Jesus name! (Isaiah 53.5) Amen!
Love you and ya I'll keep on watching Dex who knows what other lesson he'll give me!...
Receive the blessing of the Lord!
Friday, December 17, 2010
Wednesday, December 8, 2010
"Writer's blah"
"Writer's Block is a condition, associated with writing as a profession, in which an author loses the ability to produce new work."
I haven't been creative this past month kind of got into that "blah" moment. Last month was a very intense month for me had too many negative emotions and obstacles to deal with that truly minded my creativity. I just had to look for the moment that it became more manageable and really felt like writing again.
Well finally felt like expressing myself! Uuf man it is a little difficult but necessary for me at this moment! You see "blah" moments come from stress, depression or boredom.
What I have learned is that stress leads to depression and leads to boredom all at once. There are moments that you want to get inside of a person and change them and do things the right way so definitely that leads to "stress". As a mom I forget that I can"t do that, I can not get into my kids mind and change there attitude! Not even God does that to us. God lets you and me decide if you want to be miserable or not! He gave us free will so either I can be miserable or not! Cool ha! I thank God for a special friend that I have been in touch through Facebook these days that helped me out in my situation dealing with my kids situation. She gave me truly good word of wisdom. So funny I know her since very young, I used to fight alot with her and now she is my counselor. And then came other stressful moment for me to see people that just leave and take for granted the calling of the Lord in there lives and simply think they are doing right and don't even take a moment to think that their decision is not effecting others so unreal moment for me! ! So definitely I got a littles stressed, depressed and bored!
So funny I just had to deal with those moments and keep on but I let it make me have a "blah" moment! I wonder has God ever have a "blah" moment in our lives? You know what? I think He has!!! I think He 's gotten bored on hearing the same coming out of our mouths! O Lord this situation! but we do not let Him do His job! Really if I were God I would get bored! Thank God I am not God!! Haha!
All I had to do is let go! Not easy when your children are involved but hey our parents let us go! But noooo we love to keep hanging on to them! Let her go!
The other situation well it's time I finally learn to handle is never put your vision and trust in man. Men offer lots of different alternatives that sometime sound just great and ideal but truly are not! So I decided to go back to basics! God is in control no matter what men can offer and declare that is making the difference. The Lord opened a door for me and I just decided I am going ahead and move forward! and you know what? Feels good!! I decided to take the leap and not question the Lord no more!
"Blah" moments will come and go! It all depends on you and me if it is going to be for a wile or for long it's in your hands. You will be miserable or you will be great! It's up to you!
Remember:
The Lord has great plans for our lives! Plans of welfare and not calamity! Plans to prosper you not to harm you! Plans for good and not for disaster! Thoughts of peace and not of evil! Plans to give you a hope and a future!
Blessed be the name of the Lord!! Love ya'all
I haven't been creative this past month kind of got into that "blah" moment. Last month was a very intense month for me had too many negative emotions and obstacles to deal with that truly minded my creativity. I just had to look for the moment that it became more manageable and really felt like writing again.
Well finally felt like expressing myself! Uuf man it is a little difficult but necessary for me at this moment! You see "blah" moments come from stress, depression or boredom.
What I have learned is that stress leads to depression and leads to boredom all at once. There are moments that you want to get inside of a person and change them and do things the right way so definitely that leads to "stress". As a mom I forget that I can"t do that, I can not get into my kids mind and change there attitude! Not even God does that to us. God lets you and me decide if you want to be miserable or not! He gave us free will so either I can be miserable or not! Cool ha! I thank God for a special friend that I have been in touch through Facebook these days that helped me out in my situation dealing with my kids situation. She gave me truly good word of wisdom. So funny I know her since very young, I used to fight alot with her and now she is my counselor. And then came other stressful moment for me to see people that just leave and take for granted the calling of the Lord in there lives and simply think they are doing right and don't even take a moment to think that their decision is not effecting others so unreal moment for me! ! So definitely I got a littles stressed, depressed and bored!
So funny I just had to deal with those moments and keep on but I let it make me have a "blah" moment! I wonder has God ever have a "blah" moment in our lives? You know what? I think He has!!! I think He 's gotten bored on hearing the same coming out of our mouths! O Lord this situation! but we do not let Him do His job! Really if I were God I would get bored! Thank God I am not God!! Haha!
All I had to do is let go! Not easy when your children are involved but hey our parents let us go! But noooo we love to keep hanging on to them! Let her go!
The other situation well it's time I finally learn to handle is never put your vision and trust in man. Men offer lots of different alternatives that sometime sound just great and ideal but truly are not! So I decided to go back to basics! God is in control no matter what men can offer and declare that is making the difference. The Lord opened a door for me and I just decided I am going ahead and move forward! and you know what? Feels good!! I decided to take the leap and not question the Lord no more!
"Blah" moments will come and go! It all depends on you and me if it is going to be for a wile or for long it's in your hands. You will be miserable or you will be great! It's up to you!
Remember:
The Lord has great plans for our lives! Plans of welfare and not calamity! Plans to prosper you not to harm you! Plans for good and not for disaster! Thoughts of peace and not of evil! Plans to give you a hope and a future!
Blessed be the name of the Lord!! Love ya'all
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