He is here!

Well yes he arrived! I just can't explain what I have been feeling these days! Brayden Daniel was born this Sunday August 9, 2015. The most beautiful little well not too little, perfect baby boy.  I was at church praising The Lord and since I use my Bible App. In my phone I saw the message "bueno madre we are in labor"!

Tense moments for me so I stepped outside of the church and started looking at pics and texting missed emotions ran down my body, the thing is Mario and I have been going through a tuff situation, well Mario is but we are one so it's ours. God is so good he spoke to us through our pastor and when I was waiting for news on the labor a women came up to me, I've never seen her, I didn't know who she is and told me "you need a hug and I'm going to give it to you" gosh I wept like crazy and she told my God has everything under control I said thanks for letting God use you and all the sudden she disappears. Mario says it was the angel I had ask God to send to give me a hug.  Isn't God so cool! I love Him too much and for the icing on the cake my grandson was born so God changed our sorrow into joy! A joyful moment when I found out that Brayden arrived!

I'm so joyful I can explode! I'm thankful that my daughter in law and son made such a handsom boy and she really was a super women and gave birth to a 21 inch 8 lbs. 5 ounce boy! She's my hero!  Now I'm getting ready to be blessed by my cause we have prayed over him and I know God has great plans for him!! I know my son is going to be a great dad and my daughter in law the best mom in the world!

Well yep I'm a first time, grandma, yep my hot body hurts but boy did I wait for this moment to get her. My mood swings love me, incontinence and achy joints still follow me, I get depressed I get anxious and I bloat but the best of all I'm going crazy cause I'm a grandma!! So I'm being the proudest grandma ever!!!

Always remember The Lord has great plans for you, plans to take care of you..,plans to give you the future you hope for! Jeremiah 29.11

Dreaming!

Menopause is a normal crazy part of life, it's that time your last period appears and a new cycle occurs. You experience sleep disturbance yep no zzzzzzzz, hot flushes  (my favorite) (not), more fat comes along and well also craziness, moodiness and forgetfulness!! Haha it's just another day! Your ovaries just get tired and stop producing our estrogen so they shut down, estrogen fabric disappears!

This is a time when many of us just live depressed for the rest of their lives but it can be the best time of your life! You can make your dreams come true! You don't got kids depending on you because thank God they left, If not well dear throw them away I mean tell them to get their own experiences. Encourage them to fly off you need your space!!  But I'm here to tell you that you can do anything you dream it doesn't matter your age! That's the best news I just can give you!

Menopause is not a time to pause your life no way God doesn't want that! It's a time to have faith and and give birth to your dream. Sara gave birth at 90 yrs of age! I guess she was on her menopause cause when she heard she was going to get pregnant she laughed! A matter of fact her slave even made fun of her! Gosh what did this women think making fun of Sara in pure meno moment,she throwed her out,  just like we have to do sometimes to negative people and Sara gave birth to her own son, she gave birth to her dream!

Here I am studying psicology and preparing myself to do greater things for The Lord! So don't loose faith! Ignore those negative voices! It's never to late to live the dream you always had and give birth to it! Rise up!! Push!!!! Gen. 18.14....Is there anything impossible for The Lord? Nooo I don't think so!