Wednesday, January 2, 2013

Just as I am


Personality is the particular combination of emotional, attitudinal, and behavioral response patterns of an individual. Different personality theorists present their own definitions of the word based on their theoretical positions. Psychologists such as Freud, and Erickson have attempted to come up with personality theories.
Well it has been an exhausted 2012 full of health issues that I never thought of having to confront. Well you might know you have to get old some way or another its that some of us don't recognize it! Today I recognize various thing in my life that I can be bossy, bitchy and hyper! I confess yes I am but guess what it comes with my personality!
Being me is not easy! Gosh can someone get to understand that? I learned one day that I was what was known as sanguine as I read the book "Personality Plus" by Florence Littauer and others. Now they have changed the names but all the same! I'm kinda insane! Been in therapy, cried , frustrated and depressed because of all my negative personality traits until one day The Lord told me in a whisper "I love you just as you are" such beautiful  word got into my heart and emotions and The Lord himself has helped me understand how valuable I am in His hands!!
I love The Lord God more than everything in my life and these last two months of the past year where very difficult for me. Went to the hospital, the worse by the way had to be there for five days and then in December right by Christmas I got the shingles!!! Ugh ( chicken pox virus) well The
Lord had something in hand for Mario and me , we got our own little apartment just as I asked God years ago, two bedrooms, walking distance to downtown!!
Yes there was something greater in store for our lives!! God knows me very well and knows that my personality is way too fun and that is what I decided to do!
Had fun in the hospital! Even though everything was gloomy!
Than came the shingles! (I thought you had to be older) but guess I'm old! Ha that I forgot! But one thing I know God was and is in full control!!
But in all times I will Praise and worship you Lord!! Thank ya God cause I know you love me just as I am!! Shingles, crazy ,loud, huggable , lovable and all!!!