Wednesday, January 2, 2013

Just as I am


Personality is the particular combination of emotional, attitudinal, and behavioral response patterns of an individual. Different personality theorists present their own definitions of the word based on their theoretical positions. Psychologists such as Freud, and Erickson have attempted to come up with personality theories.
Well it has been an exhausted 2012 full of health issues that I never thought of having to confront. Well you might know you have to get old some way or another its that some of us don't recognize it! Today I recognize various thing in my life that I can be bossy, bitchy and hyper! I confess yes I am but guess what it comes with my personality!
Being me is not easy! Gosh can someone get to understand that? I learned one day that I was what was known as sanguine as I read the book "Personality Plus" by Florence Littauer and others. Now they have changed the names but all the same! I'm kinda insane! Been in therapy, cried , frustrated and depressed because of all my negative personality traits until one day The Lord told me in a whisper "I love you just as you are" such beautiful  word got into my heart and emotions and The Lord himself has helped me understand how valuable I am in His hands!!
I love The Lord God more than everything in my life and these last two months of the past year where very difficult for me. Went to the hospital, the worse by the way had to be there for five days and then in December right by Christmas I got the shingles!!! Ugh ( chicken pox virus) well The
Lord had something in hand for Mario and me , we got our own little apartment just as I asked God years ago, two bedrooms, walking distance to downtown!!
Yes there was something greater in store for our lives!! God knows me very well and knows that my personality is way too fun and that is what I decided to do!
Had fun in the hospital! Even though everything was gloomy!
Than came the shingles! (I thought you had to be older) but guess I'm old! Ha that I forgot! But one thing I know God was and is in full control!!
But in all times I will Praise and worship you Lord!! Thank ya God cause I know you love me just as I am!! Shingles, crazy ,loud, huggable , lovable and all!!!





2 comments:

  1. Getting old is not easy. I have a continues battle with that thought. I feel like I have missed so much in life and that this second stage of it I should be able to enjoy more ,but now I am older.
    The Lord has suddenly grabbed me by the hand and is showing how to walk again.Like a little kid learning how to walk and the parent is holding him (her ) step by step.
    anyways, I hear all about this personality issue. Lets not forget that above all we are made out of HIS image. Spirit , Soul and Body. So our personality comes from HIm too. I love God !!

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  2. Praying God astounds you again and again with his wonderful self in 2013.

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