"Writer's blah"

"Writer's Block is a condition, associated with writing as a profession, in which an author loses the ability to produce new work."


I haven't been creative this past month kind of got into that "blah" moment. Last month was a very intense month for me had too many negative emotions and obstacles to deal with that truly minded my creativity.  I just had to look for the moment that it became more manageable and really felt like writing again. 


Well finally felt like expressing myself! Uuf man it is a little difficult but necessary for me at this moment! You see "blah" moments come from stress, depression  or boredom.


What I have learned is that stress leads to depression and leads to boredom all at once.  There are moments that you want to get inside of a person and change them and do things the right way so definitely that leads to "stress". As a mom I forget that I can"t do that, I can not get into my kids mind and change there attitude! Not even God does that to us. God lets you and me decide if you want to be miserable or not! He gave us free will so either I can be miserable or not!  Cool ha! I thank God for a special friend that I have been in touch through Facebook these days that helped me out in my situation dealing with my kids situation.  She gave me truly  good word of wisdom.  So funny I know her since very young, I used to fight alot with her and now she is my counselor.  And then came other stressful moment for me to see people that just leave and take for granted the calling of the Lord in there lives and simply think they are doing right and don't even take a moment to think  that their decision is not effecting others so unreal moment for me! ! So definitely I got a littles stressed, depressed and bored!   


So funny I just had to deal with those moments and keep on but I let it make me have a "blah" moment!  I wonder has God ever have a "blah" moment in our lives? You know what? I think He has!!! I think He 's gotten bored on hearing the same coming out of our mouths! O Lord this situation! but we do not let Him do His job! Really if I were God I would get bored! Thank God I am not God!! Haha!


All I had to do is let go! Not easy when your children are involved but hey our parents let us go! But noooo we love to keep hanging on to them! Let her go! 


The other situation well it's time I finally learn to handle is never put your vision and trust in man.  Men offer lots of different alternatives that sometime sound just great and ideal but truly are not! So I decided to go back to basics! God is in control no matter what men can offer and declare that is making the difference.  The Lord opened a door for me and I just decided I am going ahead and move forward! and you know what? Feels good!! I decided to take the leap and not question the Lord no more!


"Blah" moments will come and go! It all depends on you and me if it is going to be for a wile or for long it's  in your hands. You  will be miserable or you will be great! It's up to you! 


Remember: 
The Lord has great plans for our lives! Plans of welfare and not calamity! Plans to prosper you not to harm you! Plans for good and not for disaster! Thoughts of peace and not of evil! Plans to give you a hope and a future!


Blessed be the name of the Lord!!  Love ya'all