An angel was just received in Heaven!

"No lloren  por mi, que yo estoy libre; me fui de la mano con Dios...!

"Dios me ha llamado. Dios me ha liberado!"

After years with Alzheimer's my dad died on Thursday October 1, 2015 with my mom by his side holding his hand. 

Dad was born in Utuado, Puerto Rico on December 23, 1932. He led a good life. He finally was free, he heard God's call and answered! He was the most happy Alzheimer's patient there ever has been , he loved to eat and sing and above all he loved to pray and worship the Lord.

Dad came from a very big family, lots of brothers and sisters, had an awesome dad so he was awesome too. He was a happy and loving dad and husband. Loved to eat, whistle even in church, ya he whistled the entire hymn we would here him and giggle; he loved to play his "cuatro" (a puertorrican instrument), drink coffe and put the cup on his head so we would go and pick it up, sometimes we just didn't so they broke a few of them....he was brave, he had three girls all very strong will and mom who is quite strong will also. He loved mom and always respected her. They were the bomb!

Then came the grandkids, boy did he love them and enjoyed them to the fullest! The best babysitter we had! Yep the kids loved him because well the played played and played and did whatever they wanted. I think that was the best part for them. His joy was his grandkids, when the first boy arrived he went on a public bus and was there at the hospital before anyone even was awake in the house! He was happy!! The first boy!! He loved each moment of receiving them in his arms and was able to see three of them get married, he loved eating the cake.

Yes my dad was special even in the home where he was he received and gave joy and fun! He loved his brothers and sisters, he loved mom, he loved us crazy girls, loved his grandkids, had some fun with two great grand kids. But, he was in a stage that was very sad to see him, mom and my sister were more with him, mom never left him, and always had him clean and tidy, I just couldn't see him too much like that so deteriorated. The night before I had an oral presentation and went and gave it and my classmates and profesor saw me go to be at the hospital with dad, I always thank Mario my husband because he took me and mom and I stayed in emergency room he was so in pain so fragil, I prayed God take him to rest with you please, I didn't know that was my sisters Anny's prayer also, I put my prayer warriors to pray so his operation would be done, the took him and operated, amputated his left leg, and everything came out well...I called mom the next morning and she said I'm going to see him now and when she got there he took her hand words were said and he passed away to be in God's arms and recuperate as we all said goodbye and laid his body to rest. 

In all this ordeal the Lord sent me or we'll all of us the most beautiful boy in the world! Yep Brayden Daniel you are a gift from God that has bought smiles and happy tears to this family. I still haven't been able to smooch you, but will do soon!

Dad yes you are missed! Dad, yes I cry, we all do, but I'm happy because you are in a better place waiting for the trumpet to be played and receive your best body ever! I love you dad! We all miss you! See you soon!!

He is here!

Well yes he arrived! I just can't explain what I have been feeling these days! Brayden Daniel was born this Sunday August 9, 2015. The most beautiful little well not too little, perfect baby boy.  I was at church praising The Lord and since I use my Bible App. In my phone I saw the message "bueno madre we are in labor"!

Tense moments for me so I stepped outside of the church and started looking at pics and texting missed emotions ran down my body, the thing is Mario and I have been going through a tuff situation, well Mario is but we are one so it's ours. God is so good he spoke to us through our pastor and when I was waiting for news on the labor a women came up to me, I've never seen her, I didn't know who she is and told me "you need a hug and I'm going to give it to you" gosh I wept like crazy and she told my God has everything under control I said thanks for letting God use you and all the sudden she disappears. Mario says it was the angel I had ask God to send to give me a hug.  Isn't God so cool! I love Him too much and for the icing on the cake my grandson was born so God changed our sorrow into joy! A joyful moment when I found out that Brayden arrived!

I'm so joyful I can explode! I'm thankful that my daughter in law and son made such a handsom boy and she really was a super women and gave birth to a 21 inch 8 lbs. 5 ounce boy! She's my hero!  Now I'm getting ready to be blessed by my cause we have prayed over him and I know God has great plans for him!! I know my son is going to be a great dad and my daughter in law the best mom in the world!

Well yep I'm a first time, grandma, yep my hot body hurts but boy did I wait for this moment to get her. My mood swings love me, incontinence and achy joints still follow me, I get depressed I get anxious and I bloat but the best of all I'm going crazy cause I'm a grandma!! So I'm being the proudest grandma ever!!!

Always remember The Lord has great plans for you, plans to take care of you..,plans to give you the future you hope for! Jeremiah 29.11

Dreaming!

Menopause is a normal crazy part of life, it's that time your last period appears and a new cycle occurs. You experience sleep disturbance yep no zzzzzzzz, hot flushes  (my favorite) (not), more fat comes along and well also craziness, moodiness and forgetfulness!! Haha it's just another day! Your ovaries just get tired and stop producing our estrogen so they shut down, estrogen fabric disappears!

This is a time when many of us just live depressed for the rest of their lives but it can be the best time of your life! You can make your dreams come true! You don't got kids depending on you because thank God they left, If not well dear throw them away I mean tell them to get their own experiences. Encourage them to fly off you need your space!!  But I'm here to tell you that you can do anything you dream it doesn't matter your age! That's the best news I just can give you!

Menopause is not a time to pause your life no way God doesn't want that! It's a time to have faith and and give birth to your dream. Sara gave birth at 90 yrs of age! I guess she was on her menopause cause when she heard she was going to get pregnant she laughed! A matter of fact her slave even made fun of her! Gosh what did this women think making fun of Sara in pure meno moment,she throwed her out,  just like we have to do sometimes to negative people and Sara gave birth to her own son, she gave birth to her dream!

Here I am studying psicology and preparing myself to do greater things for The Lord! So don't loose faith! Ignore those negative voices! It's never to late to live the dream you always had and give birth to it! Rise up!! Push!!!! Gen. 18.14....Is there anything impossible for The Lord? Nooo I don't think so!

It's a boy!!!!

The Lord has pleased to give my son and his wife to bring to this world a boy!! What a great and humble joy for me to see my son all grown up and getting ready to become a dad!

My son is a very wonderful young man that came to our boring world and changed it. He put it upside down and became the boy that bought extreme to our home! Yep, extreme! God made him so special that ever since he came home there was a difference in everything that was considered normal! I wonder where he got that?......

God works in different ways, through my son I learned lots of life changing lessons and through him my haert was changed and bought to another level. Now years after The Lord spoke to me when I was getting through the ordeal to leave him in Phoenix for his life changing journey I get the most beautiful news "I'm going to be grandma of a precious boy" yep I cried historically ( menopause thing)! Hes going to be cuter than this grannie! He's going to be a great young man who will accomplish great things and conquer the unthinkable!! I pray daily over very detail of his life!!

Now I only ask God to renew my hot menapausel body! And in the midst of my menopausal historical moments he can recieve all the love and care from this proud grannie to be!! I'm not easy but I do rock!! The great thing  is that God loves me just as I am and I'll give my love to a boy that will come and rock my life around and the best he gets to go home to his parents and I will sleep well!! Yippie!! God has plans for the best!! Thank ya Jesus for your plans are remarkable in your perfect timing!!

I'm going to be a grandma!!

Today finally I was able to  announce that my son Carlos Ivan is going to be a dad and make me a granny!

Every year people write down their new yeras resolution. God gave me a word this year that is purpose. Well one of my purpose this year is to be a grandma!! Yep I'm coming up I want the world to know that I'm going to be a hot divine granny! Oh well at least that's my goal....

All my body has been aching this month cause I decided to get in the Daniel fast at church which I was not going to do this year even had it on my agenda no Daniel fast for me, well when the pastor said I'm going to pray for all those who were going to fast, I just told my new BFF Nancy I'll see, prayer done and this girl got on fire!! It's been an awesome blessed experience!! Daniel thanks for all that we have learned form your eating habits that now are known as fast!

Well my son and his beautiful wife had given us the news on Christmas and told us do not say a word! I tried!! Yep I did! So thanks to Daniel fast I feel more light and ready to keep going and let The Lord fulfill His purpose with me (Psalms 138.8) He is letting me be a grandma!

The truth be told , even my sister who is younger than me, well only two years has grand kids and all those younger friends of mine are grannies so this hot menopausal mama is finally getting there! So yep I'm finally here and yep I need God's mighty power of wisdom and strength to be an example and to well what else spoil my grandchild!

Yep The Lord has a purpose with me and I just started to know the way He has selected right now. And yes He has a purpose for you in this world and is waiting for you to let Him do

Seriously?.....I'm back!!!!

The Lord spoke to me and I obey! It's been more than a year since I just stopped blogging, but than when The Lord sends a young powerful women to your church and she talks about how she started to write a blog that was on the their web page but she never used it and how her husband would motivate her to write all exactly like me...well duu I think it was for me, at least a little bit, and then when you get in the car Mario says "God spoke to you". Ask no more. Thank you  "Millie Perez" for being my nurse!

A lot has happened sick, sick sick did I say sick? Well yes I have a kidney stone that loves me so much and doesn't want to leave my body so he messes me up a couple of times. But who cares I just put on my red lipstick give my body it's antibiotics and praise God for all that he has done, is doing and will do!!

My meno? Well it's still here, doing her thing, cranky days, horrible days, cool days but ahhhh my hot flashes they don't want to leave! Yep hot flash is here to stay! So might as well love them!! I try....

Yes, I'm back....serious well I'll try but above all my passion for The Lord prevails!!

Just a reminder, you are specially, wonderfully designed by God and he has great plans for the best in your life! I cover you with the mighty healing blood of Jesus Christ! Amen!

Plan B

Plan B is an alternative way to stay consistent with your goals when your regular routine (or something else) doesn’t work out as planned.

The Lord always has a plan for our lives! We all have a purpose to be on this the so called earth. Just as God had plans for the Israelites to go to the promised land He has a destination, calling or whatever for each of us. Well the plans for Israel was to get to their final destination the promised land in a couple of months! But since they were hard headed and such rebels yep it took them 40 years to get to there promised land! God had to have on hand His plan B for this hard headed nation to finally get the promised land and not all arrived!!!

Last week we were planning our womens prayer meeting and in the house we were planing to visit the anfitriona got sick and had to be hospitalized, one of the girls asked but what are we going to do and I just answered I already had a plan B on its way.


The Lord always has plans for our lives and sometimes we do not wait or just let go of His plans for our life. We do the opposite of what He has deposited in us and our lives take a different rout! Well He loves us so much that He goes on ahead with Plan B so we will get to see our purpose in life being met!

I don't know what plan I'm running on but I sure know I'm getting to my purpose to my destination to what was my dream! I'm going back to the University to make my degree in psychology ! I'm so stocked , super happy and feel so different! I went to my University in Arecibo and started the process of getting my transcript because I will be accepted as a transfer, and I studied 30 yrs ago!! Ain't that great! I feel like crying that I am right now, laughing, dancing and nervouse all. At the same time!

The Lord has given me an opportunity for His plans and His purpose be completed in me!! I don't know witch Plan He's on me now maybe plan X but He will. See His purpose being met in me!

Dios nos libra de todo lo que puede hacer que sus planes se cumplan en nuestras VIDAS.

We can go far away from His presence but He does whatever it takes and then comes plan B. in the mist of our defeat He presents us His plan B in a blink of an eye!

We have To open our minds and activate His plan. Give The Lord a chance to work His strategic plan on you today!

Always remember God has great plans for you, plans for peace, not disaster! Search Him with all your heart and you will see His Plan A, B or C or even Z to stay consistent with His plans for you!

I'm blessed! Love ya all!!

Ps...the University is 5 min from my apartment!! Haleluyar!!